Your life is a fortuitous series of events now, and perhaps it would serve you well to really allow this type of sequencing to continue. Events are sequenced by intelligent happenstance rather than by design or planning, and so therefore the lack of planning or design should not in itself be cause for worry or a feeling that you are neglecting important matters.
Indeed the only thing you need to ask is if you are taking good care of yourself. Even if your surroundings have become in disarray due to creative output over duty, it is OK. Even if your calendar and clock have no bearing on your actions or thoughts, it is OK. Even if your friends and family don't hear from you routinely, it is OK.
In order to rid yourself of the burden of worry from others over your well being, try going to strange new places and hide yourself there. I am speaking of psychically hiding. While in patterns or routines, you are susceptible only to the changes of others. While in the midst of change yourself, you fling off the meddling by others in your affairs. You won't have a single thought of it.
Anyone who is involved in getting you involved in an old routine, or who thinks you "should" be in more of a routine should be evaded by psychically hiding in newness. Creativity brought back to your den from newness, will override devaluing thoughts and feelings.
If this seems too simplistic, try it anyway. I, you, we, are not in the business of process and procedures, we are in the "business" of simple truths, new games, and novel ideas. Present the idea and back away. You don't need to implement, only present. You are a gift who holds infinite gifts in your heart as a nebula continuously presents new stars to the Universe. You are a Unique Uterus to the Universe.
Your loving and perpetually changing companion,
Chief White Cloud
primary guide of Eve Featherstone
for·tu·i·tous/fôrˈt(y)o͞oitəs/
Adjective: Happening by accident or chance rather than design.
Happening by a lucky chance; fortunate.
hap·pen·stance/ˈhapənˌstans/
Noun: Coincidence.
nov·el/ˈnävəl/
Noun: A fictitious prose narrative of book length, typically representing character and action with some degree of realism.
Adjective: New or unusual in an interesting way: "a novel idea to make some money".
u·ter·us/ˈyo͞otərəs/
Noun: The organ in the lower body of a woman or female mammal where offspring are conceived and in which they gestate before birth; the womb.
Synonyms: womb - matrix
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