My Swan Song

Did it all happen?
I cannot say . . .
Was it a dream?
Did they take me away?
Off to the chaos
Where there are no rules
Off to the chaos
In search of the jewels
Manifestations solving
Long circling cares
New initiations of
Ambassadors and snares
Always a test of the
3 or 4D choice
I'm not accustomed to
The unsettling voice
Asking what do you believe in right NOW?
I am trapped in this one bold choice.
Do I choose magic?
Do I choose calm?
Do I choose chaos?
Is this my swan song*?

*Swan Song - A farewell or final appearance, action, or work